PTSD B-day Update #2

Oh dear gods, the nightmares.

I have to sleep a lot today, I have two weeks of sleep debt not even counting today.

The nightmares aren’t stopping. There are too many. And I’m pretty sure I woke up from the last one, but got stuck in a fugue state until someone paged me.

I have never been so glad for such a stupid page to come in.

Obviously trying to live normally is failing a bit, but I will not give up! I could barely operate a toaster and making a rolled omelet was out of the question. Yet earlier I managed a refrigerated boiled egg, jam on toast, and kept it down! Sure, I usually throw it all up late into the night. But not yet.

Oh gods it’s only five minutes to noon.


In other news, I forget how much mood whiplash is on my blog. I wonder what ebook makers who find my tutorials think. Probably that I’m a sick, sick bastard.

2 thoughts on “PTSD B-day Update #2

  1. Hugs and sympathy. Just remember, in a few days this will be behind you.

    By the way, I’ve just been watching Steven Moffat’s new present-day Sherlock Holmes (episode title: A Study In Pink) and was wondering, as a Holmes fan, is that something you’d like to see?

  2. Tatterbots, thank you. *hugs back*

    And heck yeah, I’d love to see the new Holmes series :D

    I didn’t even know it was due to show up soon, much less today. I wonder if my last good dream was a premonition of Holmes fandom slapwank to come? “And lo, in the twilight hours of morning, I felt a terrible screaming from the future, as of mighty ‘ships battling off the coast of Holmesiana…”

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