Three good things. Somehow. I continue to break, and it continues to be my fault, and I don’t know that I care anymore. I thought about not doing this log, but it would be a shame to break the habit, and habit it’s become.
1. It didn’t rain very much. Of late that’s been good weather. Way too much rain here for even this time of year.
2. I bought more ornaments for the Christmas tree. They’re cheap, plastic things that only mimic glass ornaments. Much better than breaking glass ornaments though. The tree looks a lot more filled out, and I like looking at it now. I think. There’s also a pretty metal filigree star topping the tree now.
3. I found out something about the relationship between my main character and his first mentor that I hadn’t thought about, even though now it’s obvious when I think more about it. I have an idea for a good (hopefully) character arc from that.
I did a bad thing that I didn’t know was bad, and it weighs on my mind. This is here as a reminder that I don’t think about others in a way that reflects them instead of me, and I should change that. But I’ve done it innumerable times, and this time I did it in quick succession even though it was a lesson I should have learned the first time. I really am a worthless human being.
Tomorrow I go to work. I’m going to take some mandarin oranges to eat because that’s all I have in the larder, and it’s pretty certain that my manager will show up with pizza that I can’t eat. At least I have a car so that I can drive somewhere for lunch in case none of the local eateries are open. Hit Uwajimaya for some salmon rice balls.