Oh my gods this morning

whatever o’clock: endless nightmares about my parents finding me or I never left them

7:30am sleep through alarm

8:50am wake up from nightmares still remembering them

9:00am – 9:30am Bento lunch making

9:30am – 10:00am shower with 15 minute break for SPIDERS IN THE SHOWER

10:00am find out that time of month has started omg the fucking pain right now

10:05am forget water bottle

10:07am forget where dried cranberries are for breakfast fuck ’em

10:10am drive to ferry

10:11am – 10:13am ALL THE RED LIGHTS

10:14am LAST CARS ON FERRY at least I’m one of them

10:20am write this post

The background music of my day is fucking fucking fucking nightmares